Saturday, May 03, 2003

 
The dictionary says this about the word "pact"
1. An agreement, covenant or contract
Syn: contract, bond, bargain, deal

It also has the following to contribute regarding the word "veto"
8. To prohibit emphatically
Syn: forbid
posted by Casey Jean 6:41 PM

Monday, April 28, 2003

 
Sometimes I think i don't give myself enough credit. I'm not very nice to myself most of the time, on many levels. I should really work on that, but i know i wont. I just don't have the resolve. Kind of like i don't have the resolve to pay attention in Calculus or any other class for that matter. Who ever wanted resolve anyway? It's substantially over-rated i do believe. I keep my resolve in a resolve reserve for special occasions where it is especially necessary. Why waste it on stupid things like school and cleaning and bathing when none of those things are oh so very critical at the current moment? I couldn't say, and since i don't have a good reason to do those things, i think that is a good enough reason not to do them.
posted by Casey Jean 9:49 PM

 
Yeah, so it's hot and icky in my room but for some reason I'm still wearing long sleeves and long pants. I must be insane...yes that is it, i'm insane. I'm also feeling quite ill from too much penutbutter and sweet tarts, but i keep eating them...not a good plan, but there it is.

I haven't really much to say at the moment, but yet I am still here typing away. I was struck by the urge to get my thoughts out through my fingers and onto the screen. I have to censor myself however because of the public nature of this weblog. I don't want to go around mentioning people who may or may not want their names plastered all over cyberspace. So I'll have to talk about myself rather than the people who shape my life.

Well, as i said before I feel quite ill. Today i decided that eating was a bad hobby, and I gave it up. We'll see how long that lasts. It's true that one should only eat when one is hungry, but it's really a quite satisfying way to occupy otherwise empty time (which i have quite a lot of since i gave up doing school work). I'm going to take up drinking lots of water and peeing all the time. Cause I'd rather have to pee all the time than constantly feel sick from eating far too much.

My other main hobby lately is going online and talking to people. I don't have anything else to do, or at least not anything worth doing. There are certain people who i happen to be emotionally dependant on and i can't go a day without talking to, and since the telephone is demonic, AIM is quite a good substitute. I'm talking to one of them right now actually. It's quite a fun game, not as good as being together in person however. That's always substantially better. I have to be careful not to stay away too long though because it makes my parents somewhat angry. I'm not entirely sure why though cause i always got the idea that they weren't all that fond of me. Eh, you never know with parents. They trick you sometimes.

posted by Casey Jean 9:23 PM